Her Motives…

I have returned to a life once known by she
entering into another being
experiencing some other reality

a sort of romance

I admired her for all she achieved. She grew up nurtured by hostility and bitter disappointments, learning to appreciate the sublime beauty of chaos.To overcome such severe colors and build a life that defied all negative equations was a miracle I was fortunate to marvel over. Her experiences overshadowed the generous choral nature that life offers with a suspicious haze and a shade of guilt. Everyone had an ulterior motive.

When a former boss invited her spend the day with her family at the beach she fretted over why anyone would include her in their company. She wondered if she’d done something wrong or if the motives behind her invite spelled some nefarious outcome. She simply couldn’t resign to the concrete result of her embodiment in other’s lives…that the people she’d formed relationships with truly admired and adored her.

Then there was me. The essence of love I held for her became some abstracted orientation…

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Don’t talk to strangers

I remember

I am darkness, anger and pain.  I love them all-all the men. I love You!  I love your women too.  Women have influence.  Husbands dislike it when another man creates excitement in us, they are human.  With maturity this can bring out the best in your man…..I just have ‘NO’ idea how!

Wear my emotions on my sleeve

I can’t breathe

Let me be

Prosperity to us all.

Spinning Out

SHOUT

SHOUT

SHOUT ALL OUT!!!!  this time (present life), in space

I co-create

Hesitate

fear my fate

validate

radiate

progressively relate.

A special shout out to all you birds out there.  Watch out for the crazy cats!!

Meow………..

Looking for my people and am rediscovering a ‘treasure chest’ as my dear friend  http://dianereedwiter.wordpress.com/shares, “I feel as if I found a treasure chest finding you again”

May we continue to discover and re-discover!!

Working it out

Guitar numbness

Awesomeness

Saturday ‘Squezze Me’

Looking for activities which connect me with my true nature.

Health and Happiness result from being in harmony with our own nature, and doing the work for which we are individually suited.

Dr. Bach’s Philosophy

Scleranthus is an insecurity flower,

communicating to me

Hopefully I see….BUT if not

the compensation flower use, is key.

To Me,

this place would be

reliable;

in calming my mind.

Soothing my anxiety.

Fulfilled?……

Satisfied?…..

with what the moment IS ‘presently’

War wages down, all round.

Consciencely, looking to keep my relationships sound.

“Wishing us a prosperous day”

Many times I will say, “May you be prosperous in your day…..”

Keep on doing it…..

lets BE

doers’

‘shakers’

(pause)…………

……………………..

……….AND MOVERS

My three page free verse is half full.

Sending myself to school.

Rebecca once shared, “Write your way to happiness.”

Embrace despair,

grow out my hair!?

Another encouraging voice,

a whispering choice.

(speaks possibility), “Everything imagined is Your perfect imagined reality”

“Everything written plants a seed of prosperity”

I will chant my way to prosperity.

I open my mind to possibility.

Hold on to Joy

Be OK with Me

Turn away from tragedy,

BE FREE

BE FREE ; Creatively;

healthy sexuality;

abandon negativity; Do Not Toy with Me !

I am nearly there

Rushing through my anxiety;

using

‘lemon balm tea’,

apple cider vinegar ‘tottie’

with a bit of ‘honey’

PeAcE

 

No-where but up

Our ancestry is the human race

braking down the disgrace

getting back to what comes natural

seeking to find myself

and when nothing makes sense

I will accept what is !!!

There are some things that we can do, all day long, which only make us the better.

Brewing herbs to ease my nerves

Belly breathing releases happy hormones

In your awesomeness we praise all your glory

Blessed be All Gods people.

 

I found something inside myself; even when I least expected it

I heard somewhere; Motivation comes 60 to 90 seconds after one engages in the activities.

Am I there yet ?!

In the most recent events I have found myself up till 2;30 in the AM reading material and studying my interests.

Since the New Year, I have began to send myself to school, reading and taking notes on Pointed Pressure Therapy, G-Jo fingertip Massage, Massage, Homeopathic for Children, the Bible, to name a few!!

Mentoring at the local herbal shoppe; attending committee meetings @ the Mental Health, and I even found myself in the city getting involved as the coordinator of a Mindfulness seminar with Donald Altman ; well-known through his books on mindfulness and nutrition.

I was asked by a gentleman if I wrote the book titled The Joy Compass?  Because I looked like a joy compass.  Well…..that was a nice come on.  No but really, I can’t wait to share my joy compass with everyone here on WordPress and out in the open wide world.

Peace Out